ENVIRONMENTAL PROBLEMS THAT HAUNT US!!

As the year is coming to an end, and as I realized that I have not written any new blog, so well this is what I'm gonna tell you,

ENVIRONMENTAL PROBLEMS 2016

Our environment is constantly changing and there is no way to deny it. However, as our environment changes, so does the needs to become more aware of the problems that caused by it.

1. GLOBAL WARMING
Global warming has become an undisputed fact about our current livelihoods. Our planet is warming up and we are definitely one of the part of the problem. Or can I say  the biggest part of the problem? The climates changes like global warming is the result of human practices like emmision of greenhouses gases. And also the global warming is also lead us to the rising temperatures of oceans and causing the ice in Antartic melts, the sea's level to increase, and still so many things.

However global warming is not the only issue or problem that we should be concerned about.

2. POLLUTION
Pollutin of air, water and soil require million of years to recoup. Industry and motor vehicle exhaust are the number one pollutants.
air pollution is caused by the gases and toxins that was released by the industries, and soil pollution is majorly caused by industrial waste that deprives soil from essential nutrients.

3. OVERPOPULATION
Actually this is one took such a big part to in Environmental problems, cause the population is reaching unsustainable level as it faces a shortage of resources like water, fuel and food. It just overpopulation is one of the crucial current environmental problems.

4. NATURAL RESOURCE DEPLETION
Once again natural resourse depletion is of the crucial environmental problems lately, as we realized that the natural resource has been decrease so much. Globally people are taking efforts to shift to renewable the sources like biogas, solar and wind.

5. CLIMATE CHANGES
Climate changes is yet another environmental problems that has surfaced for these  last couple of decades. Climate change has various harmful effects but not limited to melting of polar ice, change seasons, occurence of new dissease, frequent occurence of floods and still many more.

And actually there is still a lot of environmental problems that has been haunting us for these last year or decades, but I just made it into these 5 points, cause I think that 5 points is the problem that we met the most. I anyway I read it and googled it a lot, and I also read a lot about the environmental problems, or can I say that I have been through it too? That what caused me to decide that I want to write about the environmental problem or issue just to inform us that we should take a part to help our environment, we should at least try it from ourselves, and well that is what I think I can write or tell you guys about the recent news of our environmental problems, I hope you guys feel informed by this blog I write, and that's all for today, and see you guys.

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- Shintya Theresha Silvana

365 days without Mum

Dear mum,

Hey mum! How are you there?
Been a lot better right?
I know it. You must have met dad there, right? Oh you guys must be so happy with eachother right now.
But, mum missing you was never getting easier by day, it's getting worse each day. And I hate that feeling.

Time goes so fast, it still feels like it was just yesterday I still talk to you, then look how far we've come!
It's been 365 days, still remember your voice, all the things you told me. Your phone call everyminute when I was going out with friends.
Your phone call everyminute if I went home late.
To be honest I hate that phone call at that time, but guess what mum? Now I miss it so much. Hahaha but time has gone.

I cried endlessly when the doctor said that you died, but I know that all that live must die, passing through nature to eternity.

I don't realize that I have changed so much since last year. But today when I look back, I saw so many differences in my life.

Now, I'm the one that need to wash dishes, take a good care of leo, do the grocery shopping, cook, manage things, and many more. And surely now I am more of a responsible person. And Im happy for it.

And I still remember the things you always told  me that if you were gone than I will know how the real  life is. And mum, guess what? it is.

Life is never easy, but I manage to go through it a year without you, well eventhough sometimes crying is the only thing that will make me feel better, but after all of this now I know that You are okay there, and I'm happy for that.

Even if I hope that you were still here, but if with your death you will be free from the cancer, then I'm happy mum.

Cause it's better like this, than seeing you being so hurt cause of it.

Cause I know that cancer is really hard to go through and it's really hard to see the person you love go through it.

But that's one thing that I promise to myself that I will try my hardest that my children WILL NEVER have to say 'my mum died of cervix cancer.' Cause I know it is so sad. Cause I have been through it.

I often lie awake at night when the world fast asleep and take a walk down memory lane with tears upon my cheeks. Remembering you was easy, but the hard thing is knowing I can't just hug you.

People gotta judge me maybe when I posted this, telling  that I'm an attention seeker or whatever, up to them. I write this based on my feeling, and I don't care what people gotta say, cause I know that this is not a wrong or a criminal thing.

Last but not the least

Mum, for everytime I have let you down, for everytime I made you frown I know it is too late for an apology but still, I want to say sorry, like a fool I never realized the value of having a loving mother like you, I know you wanted me to outshine the rest, I promise to be the best person I can be, I promise to be the winner that you saw in me, it won't go vain, it won't escape your eyes. Cause I know you will be watching on me from the skies.

I miss you mum!

Ecclesiastes 3 : 1
" For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven "

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Sincerely,
Shintya Theresha Silvana

3年了，爸 你 好 吗 ？

3年了，爸 你 好 吗 ？ 

Dad, hi how are you there?
Time flies.  It still feels like it just yesterday. And missing you is  getting worse by days.
                                 
Today I remembered the color of your eyes, the things that we did how you made me laugh. All before I remembered the details of your death.

3 years ago. 7 August 2013, 4.18pm.
The day which I fear the most. The day that seems as my last day to see you laugh. But I know that day is the birthday of your eternity life. And now you've gone away and left us with the memories of your smile.

Sad? Yeah. Shocked? Of course.
But as how it is written in

{Romans 8:18} 'The pain that you've been feeling can't compare to the joy that's coming.'

And yeah dad, I miss our talks. Sometimes I just wish you were here so I could tell you how much I need you and how hard every day has been without you. Dad, death may have taken you away from me, but you will always be my hero.
    
Then after 2 years, 2 months and 16 days later. Or on last 23rd of October 2015. Mum went to meet you in the heaven. I cried endlessly when mum passed away. And that day was like the nightmare I have never imagined before.                                                    
Remembering all the things you and     mum always  telling me.           
To be strong. Because you knew that one day I will need the strength to bear your both loss right?

Sometimes I just wish you both were here so I could tell you both how much I need you and how hard everyday has been without you two.

Sometimes I just wish that heaven had a phone , haha so I could at least hear your voice for one last time.

Sounds Crazy? Stupid? Idiot? I know that's how I sound now. But is it wrong to miss somebody you loved the most?

But I know that millions words wouldn't bring you both back, cause I've tried. But I know you both are in a better place. The place where there's no pain. And I know that you both are at peace.                               

We may be separated by death. But we are always together by love.

I miss you mum and dad.
But I will hold you both tightly within my heart and there will remain. Until the joyous day arrives. That we will meet again.

[ Romans 8:2 ]
'Because through Christ Jesus the law of spirit who gives life has set you free from the law of sin and death.'

6 YEARS OF ONE DIRECTION

THIS IS LIKE THE DREAM I HAVE NEVER DREAMT OF BEFORE

Today... knowing that my boys have been together for this past 6 years.

Being together for days and nights.
Being brother from the another mother..
Being together for all of us
Being together for all Directioners.
Being together for all good music

23rd of July 2010 at 8.22pm (UK time)
These 5 guys { Liam Payne, Niall Horan, Louis Tomlinson, Harry Styles, and the ex band former Zayn Malik}

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This boyband that was formed at UK's X Factor 2010 with the 5 personils has been such a booming boyband all around the world, included in Indonesia.

At first each of them didnt go to audition in a group but as a solo singer, you can read them at { http://shintyathrsl.blogspot.co.id/2015/05/one-direction.html?m=1 }

But as we know that last 25th Of March 2015, Zayn Malik decided to leave the band for being the normal-22-years-old-guy but we know where it takes him, to be a solo singer. I dont hate him for being a solo singer. I just feel a lil dissapointed as I know that its a different direction from the reason why he leaves the band... but its okay I support him tho. Goodluck on your career Zayn. Just know that the directioners are waiting you to come back home

Then a few months after Zayn's departure we know that the boys are being stronger than ever, but then they announced that they will have their hiatus for 18months. Which is make the directioners shocked.

Me too aswell. I was scared that they won't comeback.

But as how Louis and Niall has tweeted that they PROMISE us that its only a break. I believe them over the rumour thats going on.
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Yeah I believe my boys more. Cause I know they wouldn't want us to be sad. Yeah.

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For me 2015 is the saddest year of One Direction's career, like Zayn leave the band, and so many bad rumour is going on.

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But then 2015 is such a good year too. 1D announced their new album the Made in The A.M which has all the good song in it! And new music video. I LOVE THEM.

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As I know that how my boys have grown. The sweet boys have grown to be this 5 handsome guy that everygirl would dream of. Im so proud for what my boys have achieved in this 6 years anniversary. And I know that there's still a long way to go.

Cause directioners will be here.....to support you guys.
Cause directioners will be here.....the time you guys go.
Cause directioner will be here,the moment you guys back

Im happy for the 6 years and 5 great albums, and thousands of great tours all around the world.

Im happy for the 4 boys that still choose to be in the band.

Im happy for Zayn for doing something that he always wants to. Enjoy your life Zayn. I hope that you and the other One Direction boys will reunited soon.

Im happy knowing that the hiatus is only 12months left.

Im happy for every charity my boys joined. 

Im happy for them.
Im happy for what they have done.
Im happy for what they have achieved.

I can say One Direction is the biggest Boyband in the world now.

Who dont know about them?

But I will be happier when I know that they are happy.

So yeah enjoy your break time boys. I LOVE YOU GUYS.

And I know you guys will comeback soon and make another great concert, album, and everything.

Im so happy for writing this.

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Its like my 5 years with them......
And Im happy being in this fandom.
Although sometimes we are too over when we face something.
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Im happy as long as my boys is happy.

Im happy as long as this 4 boys are happy.

Enjoying the break time that you guys still have.

And yeah
Once again

HAPPY 6 YEARS ANNIVERSARY MY LIAM PAYNE, HARRY STYLES, LOUIS TOMLINSON, NIALL HORAN, AND THE BAND EX FORMER ZAYN MALIK.

WE WILL WAIT TILL YOU GUYS ARE BACK��✌

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Thats all  for today's update......
Omg Im so happy.
One Direction really makes me a better person than I am before
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Xx all the love xx

Shintya Theresha Silvana.

Mum and Dad

The picture were taken in 13 September 1995 , almost 21 years ago, the most handsome groom and most beautiful bride, they actually show me how the true love should be, always together in their hard time or happy moments, always be there for eachother,  Dad is the most kind hearted man ever alive, he really do taking good cares of his family, the most patient person ever, what I really grateful for is he loves me so much, I know it.
He always tried his best to make me happy, I can say that all the things I wanted back then , he always gave it to me, but then on 7 August 2013 dad passed away, because of heart attack, sad? Yes, we shocked, dad was the healthiest person alive, he loved to eat vegetables and fruit, all of my family were really shocked, time was so fast, I only spent 15 years with my dad, the lesson that I learn from my dad is 'You don't need to be rich to be happy, but you need to be grateful for what you have so you'll be happy'

Mom is the strongest woman ever alive, she was strong when I know she is sad {especially when my dad passed away} she tried her best not to look sad in front of her children, and even when she is sick, she always show me and my bro that she is happy, the lesson I learn from my mom is that 'people may talk bad about you, but it still you who live your life'. And now I know that mum is happy there in the heaven (angel)

I know that both my parents is happy in the heaven with Jesus, but well I miss them, but I know they're happy up there, so see ya when I see ya again ����
Thats all for today's update!!

Sincerely,

Shintya Theresha Silvana

Graduated high school = friends gone

Graduated.Goodbye.Seeyou

Being graduated from the high school is the happiest moment, knowing that you'll face the new joy of life.

But have you ever realized what it would like to be separated from your friends?

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The pretty yet easiest things to say is Im so happy for being graduated from the high school, but have you ever realized what it is like for leaving school? For being separated from your friends? For not meeting your friends for everyday?

Well, for the first 2nd week of the finish of school I feel so happy for not going to school ever again, for not waking up early and being stress for school. I FEEL HAPPY AT THE START.

But then now I start to think what it is like to be in holiday but knowing that you will never back ever again, and got to miss your friends.

Or being separated with your friends, not having time to only hang out together? Have to plan to hang out 2 weeks earlier? It is the sad part of being graduated from high school.

I miss them, well I mean I miss my squad , haha yeah it is PERTEMANAN HEBAT cause we are great hahaha. The friends that I really can act silly, stupid, being mad at eachother but still got them at my back.

They are great people.

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And, the happiest thing in this month is got to meet them yeahhhhh, we havr like our time of the month to barbeque.

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yet in the happiest time, we also set up that barbeque to make a lil farewell, yeahh it is sad.
But no problem  hahaha

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I will get better as the time went by. No. I mean we will get better.

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cause I know that all of us will still remain friends hahaha

Yeah its kinda a short yet silly blog for today's update. But yeah thats what I got hahaha

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Oh and yeah i got picture too , and thank you for reading this updates.

Xx all the love xx

Shintya Theresha Silvana

The End of High School •﹏•

April, 7th 2016

  High school is coming to an end , people said "The best part of school is when you are in High School" , but no lol.
I could say that I enjoy my middle school more than it. It is funnier. But well in my high school I got so many experiences. All the good things, bad things. All of it I experienced in high school.
  Oh and yeah anyway I take accounting for my major. Yes! I take Vocational School. It's Immanuel Vocational High School. I could say all of the teacher there are all great people! But well I'm not going to describe the teacher. But I am going to describe the life I've been gone through for this past 3 years.
  Yessss!!!!! Let's start it ♪♬

1. FRIENDS
   So, the first is since I have been in high school, I got a lot of new friends (of course) but I also lost friends, well no I didn't mean that I and my old friends became enemies, of course no. Haha, what I am trying to tell you guys is that  me and my middle school friends come to a different direction, and I could say almost all my classmates in middle school choose Senior high school. And we are apart.
  But we still try to keep in touch with eachother eventhough I know that not all of my classmates did that. But well what I am trying to say is "Friends can not stay in your life for forever" and yes not all of your friends can stay in your life for forever. They have their own timing, but believe me, the one who stays for a long time might be your bestfriend!!
And I have mine, I have known them for 6 years. We fight a lot, and yes we make up so fast too lol. We even don't know the word 'sorry' is used for what lol. And yes their names are  Serlla and Lanna. They are my bestest friends. And also in my high school I found a lot of good friends too!!! I have so many good, not that I always find good friends everywhere, but I also find not bad friends lol, but it just fake friends, IT IS SO MANY you should be careful. They come and then stab you in  the back, but my good friends there are not like that, I know them well.

2. HIGH SCHOOL IS NEVER BAD BUT NOT ALWAYS GOOD
  I'm sure the headline caught your attention lol. But no I am not saying anything bad about it. Just if you think that High School is a terrifying place, the answer is NO. A big NO. It is a cool place to shape you to be a better yet a useful, and a handy person. You will be shaped as how your potential is. Believe me.  But yet if you think that high school is a cool place to be dressy, yet the answer for that is NO a big NO. It is a place to study, to get knowledge, to learn the things that  you can't. Not a fashion show that you should walk on the catwalk. Like come on, it is an  educational institute. Like what I said above, it is a place to shape you, to form you to be a useful person, and what I am trying to say in this second topic is "Life is never too hard, it is just you who is too weak" yes it is true! If you are strong life is never too hard, I can say it cause I have been through a lot of period in life, the most sad one yet the happiest (in my life) one. So you should be strong in High school!!!

And yeah well that is the 2 topic about High School. But I have so many cool story to be told to you guys here, so keep reading until end!!!!

1. We came from different middle school or different class, we NEVER try to set up to be a Compact class. WE NEVER DO THAT, it all are pure to come out from all of us
we didn't pretend to be all good in front the camera, it is a pure us. A pure 12 Accounting 1 (well it is my class). We fight a lot! We gossip a lot. But what come out, you know? One of the teacher there said she loves our class, cause we didn't talk that much and do whatever the teacher asks us to do. That's a reward for our class.

2. We NEVER comparing our class to the other class. It is never appears in our mind that we are better than the other one. But the teacher told us so.

3. It is NEVER been thought before that we all could be that class that is not much of protest but just do. We all scared and just do what the teacher ask us to.

And my most favourite part in High School is finding these club of crazy yet fun to joke with. It is Geng-13+J that people are the most crazy people, with 13 characters, the white, the dark, the comedian, the makeup artist, the hair stylist, and many more!! We do a lot of fun together. And yeah High School is coming to an end but yet I know that it is not the end of the friendship ,

" High School the place where depression gets stronger, Grades get lower, people get higher, friend count gets lower, stress is crazy, people turn into demons, panic attacks are more often and it changes people into the person they said they'd never become"

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" It all ends. High school doesn't last forever, 6 years from now you'll be whole again. You won't remember the names of the boys who made you cry or the girls who made your life hells. You won't remember the time you fell down the stairs in front of everyone. You won't remember the names of the teachers who made your cheeks turn red and tied your stomach in knots. You won't remember what it's like to want to die. You won't remember the times you laughed so hard your spit out your drink. Try to remember the people who bled with you when things got messy. HIGH SCHOOL IS COMING TO AN END BUT IT IS NOT AN END OF A FRIENDSHIP SO SEE YOU GUYS ON TOP!!!"

YEAH THATS ALL FOR TODAY UPDATE!! GIVE ME SOME FEEDBACKS♥♥

THE 7383 MILES APART LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP

March, 19th 2016

Hi, my name is Shintya and I want to tell you guys about the Long Distance Relationship that I've been going through for these past 9months. All that I can say is that all of this are crazy!
  You know why? Cause well the timezone and the distances are just so crazy. The 6 hours time different and the 7383 miles apart. And well now I want to tell you guys how I met him about 10months ago.

  At first or I can say on May last year, he first text me on social media, called kik messenger he text me with just a simple "Hey". And from that simple hey, at first I have already think to not reply it. But, his name got my heart, lol. His name is Niall. Just same as my favourite band's personil name. NIALL. I CAN STAND IT I SWEAR lol. He's from the Scotland, UK. He's an accounting department student. And he's 21 and I'm 17years old.
  I never thought that after that day we would text each other again cause well I didn't think that he would have been interested with me. Cause well for me, there's nothing special from me.
  But well he proves it to me, he says he's serious, he even told my friend that he's attracted to me. And well at that time I didn't believe any of it. But I could say that I start to have feelings for him too.
  Day by day passed, we skype for the first time on 18th of June 2015, and it got me to have a real feeling for him, he looked so much better in skype than the pict he use as his profile picture. We talked about everything in skype. Talk about our idol, he asked me about my hometown, I also asked him about himself, just so I can know him better, and From that day we talk like the world is just us two.
  Until that day, he talk to me until 9am in Indonesia's timezone or about 3am in the Scotland. And I still remember the way he asked me to be his girlfriend. He's acting weird, saying everything sweet for me, and I swear it really got into me. I answer yes without any doubt. We were really happy at that time.
  But then there's no relationship without any problem. In about our 2 months of relationship, we fight, we didn't believe whether we can work it out or not. We doubt each other. We are not sure that we really into this LDR or not. And then we broke up.......................

  I try to distance myself from him. I wanna try to move on, but well the break up didn't make it long itself. We got back with  eachother after about 2weeks of the break up. And from that day I could say that we were unseparated although the distance is so long. And then he's there for me through everything. When my mum was sick, he's there for me, although he's so far away, but he still care, and I still remember the first time he told me that he loves me, thats when my mum is dead, and I cried all the way to him, he comfort me, he told me everything is going to be okay soon, he told me that he will always be there for me. That's really make me feel better at that time.
   But then the problems come again.

  And this time it was me that confused about this whole thing. I didn't believe that he and I could work out, that we could meet eachother. And I still remember that time he tried to convince me that we could be ok. But me myself was being egoistic. I say that I can't be with him again. Then the second time we broke up again. And then we didn't text each other for such a long time, in about a month to two months if I'm not mistaken.
  And then he texted me again, he told me that he can't move on, that he still love me, and well I lied to myself that time. I acted like I didn't care, I even told him that I have already moved on, which is come out I lied. But he still be himself. We tried to talk to eachother again. We tried our best to not let our egoistic side to be in the most part. And then, we decided that we want to give it a try again. We get back together.

  It feels like we had broke up like millions time lol. But I start to think that maybe this is what God has planned for both of us. Even though we broke up several times but we always end up getting back together. And I swear I love him so much. I never dream nor imagine that I would date a foreigner, it was never in my mind until I met him a year ago. And every now and then when we argue or something like that he always told me that 'he's not going to break up with me'.

 
So many people didn't believe in this thing, but Im the one who is in this, and all I can say is this may be impossible for some people, but for those who is in this, it is a really special thing for us. We may be something weird for you but we really happy, and we are not even only playing about it.

  I'm truly happy to meet  him on social media. Eventhough we still can't meet eachother in person, but both of believe that there's time where God will make us meet eachother, so both of us are just going to wait until that time. And well we are going to be 9 months on 22nd of March, I'm soo Happy!! And well all I could told you all is that

  " we may be separated miles and miles away, we may never meet eachother before, but once God has already had a plan for you, distance, age, are just a number, God will make you happy, so if you're still single right now it means that God still planning who He would give you to make your life a little brighter, a little happier, and a little easier. You just gotta wait. And the last but not the least is ' a simple hi could lead you to a million thing you could never dream of before' "  - Shintya Theresha Silvana

That's all for today update! See you ♥