3年了，爸 你 好 吗 ？
Dad, hi how are you there?
Time flies. It still feels like it just yesterday. And missing you is getting worse by days.
Today I remembered the color of your eyes, the things that we did how you made me laugh. All before I remembered the details of your death.
3 years ago. 7 August 2013, 4.18pm.
The day which I fear the most. The day that seems as my last day to see you laugh. But I know that day is the birthday of your eternity life. And now you've gone away and left us with the memories of your smile.
Sad? Yeah. Shocked? Of course.
But as how it is written in
{Romans 8:18} 'The pain that you've been feeling can't compare to the joy that's coming.'
And yeah dad, I miss our talks. Sometimes I just wish you were here so I could tell you how much I need you and how hard every day has been without you. Dad, death may have taken you away from me, but you will always be my hero.
Then after 2 years, 2 months and 16 days later. Or on last 23rd of October 2015. Mum went to meet you in the heaven. I cried endlessly when mum passed away. And that day was like the nightmare I have never imagined before.
Remembering all the things you and mum always telling me.
To be strong. Because you knew that one day I will need the strength to bear your both loss right?
Sometimes I just wish you both were here so I could tell you both how much I need you and how hard everyday has been without you two.
Sometimes I just wish that heaven had a phone , haha so I could at least hear your voice for one last time.
Sounds Crazy? Stupid? Idiot? I know that's how I sound now. But is it wrong to miss somebody you loved the most?
But I know that millions words wouldn't bring you both back, cause I've tried. But I know you both are in a better place. The place where there's no pain. And I know that you both are at peace.
We may be separated by death. But we are always together by love.
I miss you mum and dad.
But I will hold you both tightly within my heart and there will remain. Until the joyous day arrives. That we will meet again.
[ Romans 8:2 ]
'Because through Christ Jesus the law of spirit who gives life has set you free from the law of sin and death.'
